Ruth n Naomi not meant to be

Ruth and Naomi not meant to be...

I've always believed that age was no bar for friendship ,And gender too..

I chose to stay alone for almost a decade now , choosing freedom over wet towels,beer bottles and messy toilet seats .... When I decided to compromise it was honestly more of wanting to have a close loving family more than the man himself....

Sibling was a must ! someone who would come to me with their problems and I could be their love guru... 

From a generation who replaced things  instead of fixing an issue I was not too sure If I should invest my heart and soul to a relationship ...if I didn't then there would be no foundation.but yes as always I was opinionated and headstrong ,maybe too intimidating for a man ..

You are never expected to know everything ,not expected to be all that independent ,ambitious ..you should be someone who needs a man ...or you should always make the man feel like a man....

All that said and done a couple of sour conversations ,tears and staying away from each other's sight there is still that something you don't want to let go of...

I miss her the most.

We could talk .......about all the women stuff baking , cooking , jewellery ..... what we had in common was our love for the same man...

It was like giving away your favourite pet to another dear friend to take care of .

Blood relationships are not always necessary to sustain long term love and passion...I know a lot of siblings who cannot stand each other ...

Other than the logical practicality of life which a husband and son can understand there were things I could see and feel by sharing a warm hug...it was just a common interest sometimes or more.

I wanted to not lose her just because the relationship did not have the tag ...or of the fact that the relationship was not labelled ,like that of a mother - daughter or niece .

But in a family already created by two , the rules of the games are not "always" to be broken.

You have to sometimes oblige and is answerable to the existing family than that one relationship you are trying o save.

Have you ever felt that when things are too perfect  there is something wrong.Going to go wrong terribly !

We still continue to love and respect without affecting our respective  lives